Only L
When I walk alone, do I think about a lot of things? Might be. Some time I lost my direction from the complexity, I feel a bit sad but not that much. Some time I strength myself up and feel a bit happy but not that much, either. I follow old friends’ blogs but, I feel kinda strange, like fading away from where I was. Some time I don’t know my own words, nor make myself clear. Is the light still there?
Autumn is coming, four seasons, rainy days in Edi make me feel a bit chilly, but not that much. I like the rain drizzling down, on my shoulder, disappear, like it a lot. I feel so pleased when I was walking in the rain, in the park, in this possible familiar city. I feel tears inside myself, may be not that sad but yes it is there. Maybe one day I can find my way back I have to. Will this continue? Will this end?
I have to get myself back, if …
The other side of …
是没有回头的路，wait a minute，虽然这一刻感觉也没有可能撑完这一天，是什么？是为什么？很多事情，应该做的时候却做了什么？wait a minute，如果一切变得简单了，究竟是好还是不好呢？很多想做的事情，还应该有可能实现吧。结果和过程的话，一切也会继续循环下去，是吧，キラキラ，LL，1st time，一生 all right，1L，1st time，一生。那天籁般的声音，那轻灵的配器，不知不觉，让我中毒，假如你退出，我只是说假如。不是不明白，太想看清楚，反而让你的面目变得模糊，也留不住。我也会想着摸样，都糊涂，有没有帮助，我也会想着模样，一个包袱，你的保护。VIA，忽然间，毫无缘故，也不满足，想你的眉目，假如世界一瞬间结束，我只是说假如。不是不明白，太想看清楚，反复，也留不住，我也会想着模样，都孤独，你的甜蜜，有没有帮助，起起伏伏，眼看都怪我太渴望的得到。如果还有明天的话，今天应该还能够坚持下去吧，我想，天气有些凉了，如果……